On 23 April 2010 My world changed forever. The woman who I got the woman I am today was gone. What will do now? How will I go on? Who am I to tell my thoughts and dreams? Who will be there to love me unconditionally? All these thoughts occurred to me, and many more. I did not know where to start. My life as I knew it was forever changed. I would pick up the phone to call her and tell her something big, what happened, and then I would remember that she was not there.
My children were having a gap. She was the most amazing grandmother and was always there for her grandchildren. My kids loved spending weekends at her home because she was a hand on grandmother.
I do not know where I have the strength maybe my mother gave it to me, but I was at her funeral and spoke about her and the impact she had on my life. This was the woman who raised me, took care of me when I was sick and I always knew how much she loved me.
The good news life goes on. People hear not live, because someone dies love. I had my whole life ahead of me, and my mother would like me to go on and live the best life I could. I have to give a lot of love in me, and I can not stop now live. My children, my sister and my father still need me. I'll always have all the great memory, and I have all the good values that taught me my mother. She taught me to be a good person and always be there for your family should always be the first priority. She taught me how to love life and laugh and such a happy life to live. I will always carry a piece of my mother in my heart. There is not a day that goes I do not think of her and her smile. She brought the happiness of this world and this world will never be the without.
The good news is, I'm going on and live the best life I can. I wake up every day with a smile on my face and a positive attitude. I realized that I have two choices in my life: and to withdraw from giving up life or go on and make the most out of life that I have received. Every day on this earth is a blessing, and it should not be taken for granted. Life is fragile and can taken away in an instant, and you should try your life with no regrets and live.
My mother would be so proud of the road that I chose. I feel her around me all the time, and I know that they observed about my father, my sister, my children and me, and it is that we are all in order.
The good news is that a relationship does not end when someone dies. You can still talk to them and ask for advice. The relationship is changing. I will never stop my mother to talk. I know that they listen to me and watches over me. I have bad days, we all do. I let me cry and miss her and I think of the good times and all the love that brought them to my life, and everyone and that brings me peace.